raya..0ohh raya...da n0p pergi dahhh..urmmm~~

pejAm celik..pejam celik...da n0p abis bln syawAl ekk,,,alhamdUlillahh...ak da abis pUsae sunat...aceace..epy asew da abis hUtang ea.....citer sal ary raya neyhh..urmm..nk kata bez tuh xjgk..mklumlahh da bsar kan skang..raya3 ney biase nyer zaman bdak3 yg bestt,,huhuhu...btw..bg ak raya neyh n0thim de meaning arr..,,hakahk..that's bc0z 0wg yg ak smbut sme3 da xde lam idup ak...da prgi dlm idup ak..urmm ak smesti nyer cdhh ahh..sape xcdehh kann..0wg yg kite syg tggl kan kite..,,h0pe owg yg tggl kan ak idup bhgia dismping 0wg yg dy sygg...epy together3 wif y0ur pers0n l0ve...

I'm sorry

I’m sorry. 

I’m sorry I don’t have the most perfect skin.

I’m sorry I don’t look like a Victoria Secrets model

I’m sorry I don’t have the best style.

I’m sorry I’m not tall.

I’m sorry I’m not perfectly skinny- 5’7 nor 100 pounds.

I’m sorry I have stretch marks here and there. 

I’m sorry I have bad hijab days. 

I’m sorry that I’m plain.

I’m sorry my eyebrows aren’t thin and perfectly trimmed.

I’m sorry my face isn’t caked in make-up.

I’m sorry that I can never meet society’s standards.

But you know what? 

I don’t need to care about society’s criteria. 

I don’t need people to tell me I’m beautiful.

I don’t  need compliments to make me feel better. 

I don’t need a superficial love that can’t withstand a stretch mark here or chub there.

I don’t need to keep sinking into a never ending pit of low self-esteem.

Because I looked to Allah, and He told me the perfect recipe to be Beautiful.

Not just temporarily, but forever. 

“And the servants of the Most Merciful are those who walk upon the earth easily, and when the ignorant address them [harshly], they say [words of] peace,…” [25:63]

“And [they are] those who, when they spend, do so not excessively or sparingly but are ever, between that, [justly] moderate {25:67]

“And he who repents and does righteousness does indeed turn to Allah with [accepted] repentance. And [they are] those who do not testify to falsehood, and when they pass near ill speech, they pass by with dignity. And those who, when reminded of the verses of their Lord, do not fall upon them deaf and blind. And those who say, “Our Lord, grant us from among our wives and offspring comfort to our eyes and make us an example for the righteous.” Those will be awarded the Chamber for what they patiently endured, and they will be received therein with greetings and [words of] peace.” [25:71-75]

Ya Allah, when the world criticizes me a million times over

Ya Allah, when the world keeps telling me hurtful things

Ya Allah, when the world keeps pushing “ugly” at me.

Give me the courage to hold firm to your Deen. 

Ya Allah, as long as I am beautiful to you, nothing else matters.

Ya Allah, even when everyone leaves my side, let me take comfort in the fact that

You are closer to me than my jugular vein [50:16]

luahan hati saya hanya untuk awk jew oks~~!

khas untuk mu:)

sayanG,,Saat aku mula brsetuju utk jd milikmu,

itu beerti aku brsedia utk mnggung sgala risiko dlm hbgn yg bkl aku tmpuhi...

tak sdktpn ak mnyesal dgn kptsnku...xsdktpn trgugat cntaku pdamu..

sayang,,bila engkau brada dlm ksulitan, 

aku brsedia utk mnjdi pndampingmu..

 Andai engkau brsedih, biarlah aku jd pghibur 

yg bisa mgukir kmbali snyuman di bibirmu...

walau jarak memisahkn kta,

namun hatiku msih dkt padamu,

kasihku xprnh brkrg walau scubit,

sygku msih mggunung, xprnah rntuh walau skali...

xprnh trlintas skalipun engkau tdak lyk utkku..

Namun syg....

Aku xbisa utk mmbuatmu kekal brsamaku...aku xbisa mbuat cintamu kekal utkku...

andai hatimu mula bralih arah,andai cintamu mula pudar,

andai sygmu mula mnyubur utk insan yg lain,

aku psrah...

krn aku tahu,

aku xbisa mmaksamu utk trus mnyayangiku dan utk trus mnyintaiku...

 Andai itu yg trjadi, aku redha..aku xprnh mnyesal krn menyayangimu,

dan aku brsyukur krn engkau prnh mmbhgiakn aku..

slama aku brsamamu... 

terima kasih untuk sgalanya:)